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now and again it seems worse than it is, but mostly the veiw is accurate. you see your breath in the air as you climb up the stairs to that coffin you call your apartment, and you sink in the chair brush the snow from your hair and drink the cold away.. and you're not really sure what you're doing this for.. but you need something to fill up the days, a more hours. there's a dream in my brain that just wont go away it's been stuck there since it came a few nights ago.. and i'm standing on a bridge in the town where i lived as a kid with my mom and my brothers. and then the bridge disappears, and i'm standing on air with nothing. holding. me. and i hang like a star fucking glow in the dark for all their starving eyes to see.. like the ones we've wished on. well now im confused, is this death really you? do these dreams have any meaning? no. oh no. i think its more like a ghost thats been following us both, something vague that we're not seeing. something more like a feeling.